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Saturday, 14 November 2015

Autumn/ Winter Haul

Autumn/ Winter Haul
Saturday, 14 November 2015
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Recently I filmed a haul video, then I kinda realised I missed a few items which I was highly keen to put in this video oh well.  I really enjoy doing YouTube Videos but I don't get to do them as often as I wish I could. I kinda feel a lot of the time people don't like my videos. In all honestly though it's not about what people think, it's about weather I enjoy it and it can make me happy! 

            


Now a days you see a lot of people just seeing YouTube as a business and producing content because they have to, not because they enjoy it. I want my videos to be real, the real me and express what I love, I want to be able to put my full effort into them and share it to the world. I often don't do videos a lot as I don't want to rush them, I want them to be real not a scheduled thing that I have to do? It just looses it's charm in a way. I understand a lot people do this and i'm not saying it's a bad thing, but for me I want to spend my time on my videos, because it's a hobby. 

I really hope you enjoy this video, I feel like it was poorly filmed but I had no light so I had to use artificial lights, I kinda realised I had my white balance set on the wrong setting too. Opps, it's a working process but hey as long as i'm speaking and you can hear me and see me, thats what matters? But I do promise I will improve the film quality next time. I'm hoping to film a new video soon, at the moment i'm mid way through editing a Lookbook, which i'm excited to post! 

Let me know your thoughts on my video, and subscribe if you enjoyed it, it means the world to me! :) 



Monday, 9 November 2015

Social Misfit

Social Misfit
Monday, 9 November 2015
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Photography - Naima Lili 


Today I was assigned to take ' Environmental Portraits', this meant I needed to take pictures of people that may reflect them or their job. It was quite hard for me and out of my comfort zone... as I'm a pretty awkward person, when I say awkward I mean AWKWARD. It's pretty annoying because it makes me think how am I going to get a job when I can't talk to people properly? Like who can't say just simple words without panicking or without even taking a breath because they wan't to rush a sentence out of their mouth. Just me, at least sometimes it feels like its just me.

Sorry for the rant but it's kinda a little part of me that really effects me and I feel like I should share it with you. I think sometimes writing about it makes me think more better about it in a way, I have no idea why. 

I think today was definitely a good way to put these skills into practise, putting me straight on the spotlight. It's annoying if I want to be a photographer it may help to be a lot better at talking to people and making connections? Who knows maybe one day i'll end up being super confident tehe! 

Do any of you suffer from confidence issues or anxiety, or do you have any advice for someone like me? 




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