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Monday, 9 November 2015

Social Misfit









Photography - Naima Lili 


Today I was assigned to take ' Environmental Portraits', this meant I needed to take pictures of people that may reflect them or their job. It was quite hard for me and out of my comfort zone... as I'm a pretty awkward person, when I say awkward I mean AWKWARD. It's pretty annoying because it makes me think how am I going to get a job when I can't talk to people properly? Like who can't say just simple words without panicking or without even taking a breath because they wan't to rush a sentence out of their mouth. Just me, at least sometimes it feels like its just me.

Sorry for the rant but it's kinda a little part of me that really effects me and I feel like I should share it with you. I think sometimes writing about it makes me think more better about it in a way, I have no idea why. 

I think today was definitely a good way to put these skills into practise, putting me straight on the spotlight. It's annoying if I want to be a photographer it may help to be a lot better at talking to people and making connections? Who knows maybe one day i'll end up being super confident tehe! 

Do any of you suffer from confidence issues or anxiety, or do you have any advice for someone like me? 




Jumper:  Zalando | Trousers:  Urban Outfitters | Jacket:  Topshop | Shoes:  Depop| 

11 comments:

  1. This is a super cool look. Really enjoying the high waisted, 3/4 trousers. A great addition to any wardrobe! x

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  2. I have the exact problem as you. I can't talk to another person without stuttering or making a fool of myself. It gets so embarrassing sometimes! Especially when the person who you talked to starts laughing silently with a friend of theirs after talking to you. Gah! Makes me think too, how hard it is for me in the future.

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    1. I'm the exact same I stutter a lot, I kinda get teased a lot for it especially as I go 'ermmm' a lot hehe! That is literally the worst, its comforting to know i'm not the only one! Hopefully we will improve over time!? :)

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  3. This is such a cool outfit Sapphire, you look fab! So so chic x

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  4. Super:) xx
    Bianka
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  5. You look incredible, love the edgy outfit and pop of red! We have the exact same problem sometimes...sometimes the simplest question can turn into a load of jibberish x

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  7. Hola guapa..te acabo de conocer¿quieres que nos sigamos por GFC? me encantaría,te espero en:http://sonymingoss.blogspot.com.es/
    Besos!
    TRèS C

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  8. You look gorgeous and the background makes the photos so dramatic I love it. xxx

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  9. i'm exactly the same way and i worry that it'll affect the way i perform at a job as well. loving your style though and your blog in general :)

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